i feel like i've just beaten a level-- a boss even?-- in some video game, or that i've been born again (minus the Christianity, obviously) and can face things with a fresh face or fresh mind or fresh whatever. this is strange, because i should feel terrible (because i don't really have anything), but for once i kind of want nothing, minus things that are kind of silly. i'm not craving anything, and though i am definitively without in certain areas of myself, i don't feel particularly absent in anything. i like so many people, and i don't really feel like a baby. i just feel kind of happy in how simple this feels.
i finally got everything out?